Eccentricity or whatever trait it is in me, makes me think in some other way, though something inside me tells me you may be totally wrong.
Most of the times, I tend to distrust others' opinions about people, or things, which are based on their, (and even mine) common sense's judgement, which is again, the 'obvious' thing. Is it the stupidity in me to be something/someone 'different', or is it my intuition, or is it my belief in goodness in people, even when their actions say the opposite, that makes me do this, that tells me not to believe in the obvious, I don't know!
I have gone wrong so many times, by not trusting the 'obvious' and trying to search for some inner 'truth' which, in my belief, is hidden in the person, or in something. I have learnt my lessons so many times, but still, the paranoia continues!
Even when it comes to judging my own capabilities to do something, I don't go by the obvious. I don't go by what already lies in front of me. The things that I have already been able to do and proved myself I can, or things I have failed in, showing myself, this is all I can do ~ I trust my beliefs more than these. I trust my dreams more than the reality!
Hope it pays off someday!!
